Plotting Reflection

Over the past month I started attending daily Mass once a week. It’s been a practice I’ve slowly incorporated into my life as I have tried to rebuild my routines. I try to attend on Wednesdays or Thursdays as a mid-week boost to spiritually and mentally get me through the last part of the week without devolving into frustration and confusion, as I tend to do a lot lately.

Anyway, enough about my confessions. For those not familiar with the practice, daily Masses are smaller and more intimate than the Sunday Masses. They are also much shorter, usually running about 30 minutes, which gives me enough time to make it back to work in an hour on my lunch break.

This practice has enabled me to reexamine my bible-size Plotter use and how it can enable me to reflect during Mass and at other parts of my life when I need to slow down and reflect. If you’re not religious, I hope this can enable you to create your own system to reflect and pause. And as always, you don’t have to use my exact tools. Use what speaks to you, whether cheap or expensive, that can easily adapt to your life.

Getting Over the Snags 

One aspect of attending daily Mass that always tripped me up was fasting before communion. It was difficult to dedicate enough time to fast one hour before communion in the middle of the day when all I want to think about was food. But exercising in the mornings enabled me to better control my diet throughout the day, where like Bilbo Baggins I have a first and second breakfast, leaving me enough time to wait until later in the afternoon to eat lunch.

In the back of my Plotter, I have a section for PCOS-friendly food options that have helped me stay on track with my diet. Making these changes has enabled me to think more clearly and take control of the choices I make throughout the day.

Daily Missal

For Sunday Masses, churches usually use hymnals or leaflets that list all songs, prayers, and scripture verses that pertain to the day we’re celebrating. All churches throughout the world who follow the Gregorian liturgical calendar will use the same scripture verses in their services every day. You don’t have to guess what the verses of the day will be, and can somewhat guess what the music and homily/sermon will touch on. This includes Daily Masses, too, but churches usually don’t have hymnals to cover readings for everyone every day. Some parishes have subscriptions to monthly missal booklets for parishioners to use. Some people use phone apps like Universalis or iMissal. Those have been excellent apps to help me start, but I don’t like using my phone in church, so I use a Daily Roman Missal by the Midwest Theological Forum.

Creating a Custom Setup for Daily Masses

This inspired me to rethink my bible-sized Plotter usage, which I have discussed before but was looking for something new I have written before about creating a notebook system for Sunday Mass, but I wanted something different for weekday Masses. In this instance, my bible-size Plotter has been a great companion to house specific prayers and quotes that I reflect on.

A traditional Catholic practice is saying a prayer called the Angelus at noon. This prayer, which dates back to the eleventh century, commemorates the incarnation. On a weekday Mass, we all say the Angelus before the start of Mass. Since I’ve never prayed it much, I don’t have it committed to memory. So I wrote the prayer in my Plotter to reference.

This kickstarted a new idea of dedicating a section of my Plotter to prayer. Ring binders, especially small ones that require a set amount of pages, can be more daunting to me than bound notebooks, but they serve purpose when I want something discreet and to the point. I like ring binders for creating custom layouts and sections, but I don’t like tearing paper out all the time.

Call it a weird psychological glitch, fear of letting go, or a form of stationery rebellion, but I like holding on to some type of permanency in my systems until I’m good and ready to change. So I have landed on quarterly reference system, which specific sections that I can glance at several months before I get the itch to change. My other sections include a monthly calendar and meal planning that highlights the best foods to eat and avoid at specific times of the month.

But back to the fun part. Recently my local stationery shop began carrying bible-size Iroful paper for ring binders. Iroful is 75gsm paper with a matte finish. I decided to use this paper for the Angelus and other prayers that I would like to reference throughout the day, especially during the service. Along with the Angelus, I wrote out the Anima Christi prayer. Written in the medieval times, this prayer is traditionally said silently after receiving communion.

Outside of Mass, I also like to reference these prayers and random saint quotes I find on social media. Writing out these quotes by hand and easily referencing them in a small notebook throughout the day anchors me in a world that is filled with necessary and unnecessary digital noise. I like the beauty in having these quotes in my own custom system, with my own doodles, that I can take anywhere and anchor myself with.

The Iroful paper has been a nice addition to my system due to its thickness and ability to make colors pop. I like using it specifically for this section due to its thickness. It’s too much for simple lists and calendar events, but it’s excellent for areas that I want to reference for a while. Being slightly thicker than other types of Plotter paper enables me to stop and realize that I’m entering a more sacred section of my notebook.

This is another fun experiment for me to find small ways to take me away from the digital medium and ground myself in a more realistic space using analog tools. It enables me to use my creativity in a way that’s not restricted by set templates and designs, nor does it pull me away from reality like my phone does at times. As always, balance is key. The most important factor is being intentional with all the tools you use, digital or analog, and being in control of how they move you forward. Daily Mass is an essential aspect of my life that grounds me, and the analog tools enable me to more fully understand this truth.

Dallas Pen Show Adventure

Twenty-thousand miles to an oasis

Twenty-thousand years will I burn

Twenty-thousand chances I’ve wasted

Waiting for the moment to turn

This song always pops in my mind every time I drive down Interstate 30 through Texarkana to Dallas. Partly because of the song’s title, Texarkana, from R.E.M’s 1991 album Out of Time. And partly because the lyrics are a reflection of my feelings of driving down Interstate 30. Driving this interstate has always felt long and tedious for me. I always look forward to the reasons to drive down this stretch of road, since I have friends and family who live in North Texas, but the stretch of highway feels still dreary and never-ending, especially on the Texas side.

Walking through the woods, I have faced it

Looking for something to learn

Thirty-thousand thoughts have been wasted

Never in my time to return

This weekend, Mike Mills’ chorus played in my head again as I traveled to the Dallas Pen Show via Interstate 30. I have attended the Arkansas Pen Show for years, and had heard about the larger shows. After sinking my teeth into the Arkansas Pen Club, and a friend at church asking when I was finally going to attend, I decided to travel to Dallas to their annual pen show.

The pen show circuit happens in various locations the world throughout the year, including several states in the United States. A pen show showcases a variety of independent pen makers, pen companies, vintage pen collectors, stationery stores, ink suppliers, and artists. It’s one big writing and art extravaganza that celebrates the art of analog writing, art, and design.

The Arkansas show is held in Little Rock every March. It’s a great starter show because it’s small enough to not feel overwhelming. You can walk around and easily talk to the vendors without having hoards of people surrounding you. Other locations, such as the D.C. Super Show and San Francisco Pen Show, are known to be intense and overwhelming at times.

Before my trip, Lisa Vanness asked if I would be willing to stop by the store on my way out of town to pick up a box of the new Twisbi fountain pens that were arriving after she left for Dallas. I was honored that she trusted me enough to carry an entire box of Twisbi pens in my car without fear that I would smuggle any for myself.

The Dallas show was a step above the Arkansas show, but it didn’t feel overwhelming or intense. The crowd size was larger, but you could still talk to the vendors and hold conversations. I heard from various attendees that this year’s show was the busiest they had ever seen it.

The show was held in the DoubleTree Hotel next to the Galleria. I enjoyed this location, as you felt like you were in the middle of the action with a lot of amenities around you. The hotel was a comfortable setup, with a large roomy lobby area complete with bar, coffee kiosk, and restaurant space. I appreciated this, as I feel like a pen show is more than shopping, but a time to connect with other hobbyists and get to know one another.

The actual pen show space encompassed two rooms. The first ballroom was fairly small. At first I was disappointed because I thought that was the only show space. But then I noticed a hallway off to the right, which took me to a larger space, which was packed with tables and customers. Despite its larger space, it still felt cramped at times with little walking room. But I was able to move around and see what I wanted to see after three or four trips around the space.

My shopping focus on this trip was to focus on unique items that I couldn’t find locally. Dromgoole’s Stationery out of Houston held a large presence in the back of the ballroom, and showcased a variety of stationery goods, from inks and paper, to Plotter products, to Superior Labor notebook covers (way out of my price range, but still fun to dream about), and bags. I found a Mont Blanc ink that I had been eyeing online for a while, the Enzo Ferrari purple special edition ink. I also found a bolt-action rollerball pen from Tactile Turn Pen Company, an independent pen company in Texas, and a Bento Bag from Rickshaw Bagworks, from which I received a free Retro 51 Tornado rollerball pen.

Rickshaw Bento Bag

My free Retro 51 Tornado: The MET - Louis C. Tiffany Favrile Parrots Rollerball

Tactile Turn Bolt-Action pen and Enzo Ferrari purple ink

Enzo Ferrari purple ink

Last, but not least, I took one of my pens to the nibmeister Matthew Chen to get a custom Kodachi grind. Grinding a nib is a technique that modifies a fountain pen nib into a custom shape that allows unique pen strokes when writing. Chen worked closely with established nibmeisters to hone his craft and offer services at various pen shows. He has worked on several of my pens, and does a fantastic job every time. I’m glad I didn’t have to wait until March to see him again. Now that I’m settled with my collection, I now want to focus more on modifying my collection with custom nibs instead of buying new pens.

I was slightly disappointed at the lack of workshops at the show. Many pen shows, including the Arkansas Pen Show, hold various workshops on art, pens, calligraphy, journaling, sketching, and other adjacent activities related to pens and stationery. This show only had four workshops, and the topics didn’t seem too interesting. Even though much of my time was filled up with activities outside of the show with family and friends, I wish I could have attended a class that allowed me to explore my own artistic or journaling practice in new ways.

In my own journey with the hobby, I find myself longing for more opportunities to use what I have in new ways instead of just buying new items. I want opportunities to connect and create, not just shop. Though shopping is fun, I also like prudence. I have moved on from the experimental journey in my collecting and am moving into using what I already have in new ways. I hope pen shows in the future find opportunities to allow people to create and socialize instead of just consume. I think balance is needed to create a comfortable and enriching experience that allows artists and writers to gather and create together using tools they love.

Overall, though, it was a fantastic time, and it was worth the endless Interstate 30 drugery through the north Texas terrain. It was a great experience, and I look forward to the next Arkansas Pen Show in March. I’m learning and growing in this hobby, and seeing how these tools can be used to express myself and connect with others.

Catch me if I fall

Planner Season

My 2026 Planner Deep Dive

The stationery community has officially entered planner season, a time where companies announce their new releases for the next year. Planner season keeps creeping earlier and earlier. But I’m ok with September, because it reminds me of the start of a new school year. And since I work in higher education, albeit in an administrative office that doesn’t interact with students that much, it’s nice to plan something new that coincides with students coming back.

Planner season, like everything else in life now, can quickly get out of control with overconsumption, but with prudence you can still enjoy the excitement. I think for many, it harkens back to getting new school supplies at the start of a new school year and receiving a new planner from the school (remember the scratchy Millennium 2000 planners?).

In 2022, I discovered Hobonichi planners, a popular Japanese system with Tomoe River paper (formally made by Tomoegawa, and now made by Sanzen. That’s a whole different rabbit hole). Every year, Hobonichi releases new planners and accessories designed by independent artist. It’s a new season that celebrates new artist collaborations every year.

I liked the Hobonichi system because it was the perfect balance of flexibility and structure. I have always loved the idea of bullet journaling, but it felt too impractical for my needs. I don’t want to create a full spread on a blank sheet of paper every single week. But I also don’t want something that forces me into a detailed structure that doesn’t allow me to make the planner my own. The Hobonichi Cousin A5 addressed both of these issues. It gave me the space to experiment and discover what I want to look like without building it from scratch.

The Hobonichi is divided its three sections: monthly, weekly, and daily spreads. I’ve always gravitated to monthly spreads when planning out my weeks and months. I didn’t have much use for the weekly spreads, but the daily pages allowed me to mark meetings at specific times of the day along with to-do lists. Because of the roomy A5 size, the daily pages gave me a space to experiment with doodles and abstract artwork.

My makeshift missal in my Hobonichi Cousin

The daily pages also inspired me to create a personal missal-type book. On each Sunday page and Holy Days of Obligation, I would write out the verse chapters for each Mass reading, along with the responsorial Psalm, Alleluia, and Gospel verse. I loved this layout, and it inspired me to create my own missal (which I’ve never finished, but I’ll attempt it again someday).

My to-do list spread in my Hobonichi. Not all of my pages looked like this. I think I was stressed and was trying to disassociate

The next year I used the same system, but I was getting burned out and tired of the three-section system. In 2024, I switched to Plotter monthly and weekly inserts because I wanted a simpler system. It worked for what I wanted at the time, but after two years I realized I missed the complete book system that a bound planner provides. I didn’t like removing sections from the binder to make room for the current and future dates. I also wanted a vertical weekly system, because I wanted to start time-blocking to visualize my work tasks throughout the week. So in 2025 I switched from Plotter to Jubin Techo. I started using highlighters to block out my time throughout the week, and it’s been helpful. However, I’m not a fan of the paper. If you’re not a stationery freak like me, it should be fine for you.

My 2023 Hobonichi Cousin

My Jubin Techo

This year I almost went back to Hobonichi, because I wanted to use monthly and daily pages again. I also wanted to integrate vertical weekly spreads again as I did in the Jubin Techo. Of course, tariff prices have affected Japanese planners, which has made me think twice about what I really need.

I almost placed an order online, but at the last minute I checked Vanness Pens, my local stationery store, and found the Midori Hibino. The Hibino is a compact A6 planner with monthly and daily pages that span two pages. It doesn’t have the weekly spread, but the daily page layout has a timeline for appointments and time blocking. I wasn’t sure about the A6 size, so I waited until I visited the store to look through the planner. I was relieved that it wasn’t too small, and was compact enough to slip in my bag. I mostly use A5 for planning and journaling, but I thought about the times in the Hobonichi when I had a lot of free space in my daily pages, which was great for doodles but not much else. I didn’t want to journal in it (although you could) because my journal entires take up multiple A5 pages. I decided to take a chance on the Hibino and the A6 size.

Midori Hibino

My makeshift missal

It’s early to get a new planner, but I’m glad I got it now because it gives me time to think about my needs for my planning layouts. The Sunday layouts made me think of my missal-type layouts in the Hobonichi, so I started filling out the Sunday pages with Mass readings. Marking the liturgical season is also important to me, so I took a green marker and marked the right side of the page with the appropriate liturgical color.

I’m still deciding how I want to fill out the weekday sections, but I’m giving myself time to let that come to fruition. So far I want to incorporate these specific areas:

• Tasks

• Time-Blocking

• Rosary Intentions/ Reflections

Hibino monthly pages

I don’t want to overload it and put myself in a box, so these three elements are sufficient for me right now. As the year winds down, this is a good time to figure out what I need to track, what snags I need to untangle this year, how my processes can change, and what’s important to me. But humans aren’t processors like chips in a machine. I don’t want my planner to reflect a machine that checks tasks on a list. I don’t like getting bogged down into habit tracking. I want a holistic system that reflects my authenticity. That means some pages may have written notes. Some may have Bible verses. Some may have deep reflections and prayers. They’re not supposed to fit into grid-like structures that operating systems gave us. I still have some of my Grandfather’s old planners and notebooks from the 70s. He has random math problems and numbers strewn throughout some of his notebooks. I enjoy seeing these random indiscriminate pencil markings much more than I would seeing typed text on a screen in serif font. It shows his humanity in his own hand in a way that computers can’t. And that’s what I want my planners to do.

My grandfather’s 1972 logbook. He didn’t work for GE, but he received free swag. I can reuse this planner in 2028

My grandfather worked for the Arkansas State Forestry and received this awesome Smokey the Bear planner for 1978. 2023 was a repeating calendar

My Spiritual EDC Notebook System

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In the midst of the confusing cyber world we live in, many people have turned to pocket notebook systems to keep them from social media doomscrolling. The irony, of course, is that the internet has been good to the analog community, fueling desire for pretty notebooks and stationery. But I think a lot of good can come from turning people back to pocket notebooks and pens. If the internet can inspire people to have hobbies away from the internet and learn to use social media moderately, then it’s a win for me.

A few years ago I discovered Plotter, the Japanese ring bound system that has a ton of customizable options. It’s like the old Filofaxes but much smaller. You can’t go into this thinking you can stuff every aspect of your life into it like a Filofax. You have to consciously decide what you need in this present moment in your notebook. That may stress people out. It certainly stressed me out at the beginning. Paper in, paper out.

You have to think about this notebook in a systematic approach. It’s not just a stack of paper glued together in a book. It’s a notebook cover that allows you to implement different sections, folders, and dividers for specific reasons. It’s like in school when your teachers made you have three-ring binders (are those required anymore?) with specific section dividers. But in a Plotter system, you have to determine what those sections are used for. And it took me a while to figure out what sections of my life would be important for me to divide. Maybe that’s why analog systems are popular today—it’s a physical manifestation of what you think is important in life.

Plotter provides accessories, such as paper pads, folders, pouches, and section dividers, to help you create your own flexible system. Unfortunately, the covers are expensive. But if you didn’t want to throw down the money for one of theirs, the accessories are reasonable enough to purchase for an alternative cover. My specific cover is called the “bible size,” which is what we called “personal size” in the west.

But I don’t want to focus so much on what I’m using but how I’m using it. I don’t want this to turn into some type of popular influencer content where I’m trying to sell an expensive notebook system. What fascinates me is not the brand but the systematic approach to journaling and how analog tools can help us discover what’s important to us in ways digital systems can’t. It took me a long time to discover what my system looks like, but it’s slowly coming to fruition to reflect who I am in my mid-30s.

My spiritual EDC system

I use my Bible-size Plotter for personal and spiritual reflection. It’s nice to have a physical manifestation of components in my life that help me focus throughout the day. Due to its size, I call this my “Spiritual EDC (every day carry) System.”

The first part of my system is a zipper pouch, which holds holy cards, a Padre Pio coin (randomly given to me by someone at Starbucks after a conversation. He didn’t know Padre Pio was my confirmation saint), and a green scapular, because I need all the help I can get for my conversion. The back of the zipper pouch holds my business cards and a Field Notes pocket notebook with specific chaplet prayers that I can’t remember.

After the pouch, the planner is the first section of the notebook. Right before the planning pages is a note I wrote on the components of the First Saturday Devotion from Our Lady of Fatima. I decided to start this devotion a few months ago, and is what I ground myself with throughout the year. Having this note at the beginning of the planner section reflects that truth about my goal.

The monthly planner section doesn’t include any work-related tasks or meetings, just personal and spiritual items to pay attention to.

The cool thing about a flexible binder system is you can move pages around as needed. Some users like to place individual note pages between the monthly spread pages. I need to spreads clean, though to see the full month. So any notes for the month go behind the current monthly spread. For this area, I have a note page with questions that my spiritual director gives me to reflect on before our monthly meetings.

The next section contains brainstorming notes that pertain to my business and a personal to-do list. Right now, I mostly have sections on my business plan and online store layouts.

Last, I use the Project Manager folders as an archive of sorts. The first folder holds swatches from my inks. It’s a nice reference to have to quickly see which inks I have and what would go well with my pens. The other Project Manager folder holds small journal entries I’ve written at Mass and the Adoration Chapel. It’s important to have space to quickly write out prayers and thoughts on my heart. I like placing them in the folder in the back because it’s not easily seen the first time you open the notebook.

Overall I’m pleased with the system, even if it is a bit small. I think you could create something much less expensive with more room. But if you have the means, the Plotter is an excellent system to help organize your life. My goal is not to pressure you to buy a Plotter, but to investigate your own needs and create your own external analog system that reflects who you are, what’s important to you, and what you need to accomplish. We can all do this on our phones, but I’ve never been able to fully replicate the ease of jotting thoughts down on paper.

I’d love to hear what you use if you have an analog system.